Aug 30- LDH levels going down!

Good news shared by Danny on FB tonight. LDH is a blood test that is pretty non-specific, but is used to monitor organ damage by my doctor. Mine has been crazy high before and has been steadily going down. Here is a link for more info if you are interested.

OH: “I’m almost normal, babe!”… makes you laugh, but then you realize your wife is talking about her LDH level from blood tests earlier this week.

Then you tear up
and pray heaps of prayers
of thanks.

Aug 27- Healing

Surgical drain out yesterday, I am a new woman! Blog post in the works, but the surgery has made a huge change in my pain levels and energy levels. HUGE! I have treatment #8 of Anti-Pd1 tomorrow. Yay! Still so excited to be on the trial. A couple prayer requests, I’ve had a sore throat for a couple days. Pretty minor, but I don’t want my immune system “distracted.” I also will be having scans prior to dose 9 to see if my disease is stable enough or hopefully shrinking so I can stay in the study! Please pray for lots and lots of shrinkage! We are hopeful that with my new reduced tumor burden (due to the surgery) my immune system will be able to use the anti-pd1 to even better advantage in fighting the disease left in my body.
Thanks again for the incredible support and prayers!

The anti-pd1 detour signs have been removed!

About a week ago, I wrote a post called It was a good ride Lambrolizumab about my scans not showing the results I needed to stay in my Anti-PD1 trial. This was based on my oncologist’s once over of my CT scans and although he told me he still needed to do the math, I had most likely reached “the end of this road.” Danny picked up a copy of the official scan report the next day. (Thank you again Darling for dealing with the hassle of that process!) As I poured over the report with my pen, pencil and two highlighters, my scan results were much better than I had expected to see! I had mostly stable tumors (no growth or shrinkage.) A couple tumors that had shrunk a small amount. Horray! And one tumor that had shown quite a bit of growth (this is what caused my oncologist to come to the conclusion that I was done with the study.) I was pleased with the results overall and sad to be done with this trial into which had seemed to work at first and given us great hope.

Today I met with my surgeon about removing my painful surface tumors. One which I had hoped would be removed is too complicated to remove without concerns about long term complications in my leg, but the large tumor on top of it WILL be removed as well as one on my back. We went over the surgery consent with my surgeon’s intern. He needs practice…. ‘nuf said. 🙂 I was teary on and off during my appointment, primarialy because it was clear the surgeon wasn’t ready to discuss my long term plans other than surgery and I was frustrated that I hadn’t heard from my oncologist about discussing my next treatment or trial options. Danny finally helped me find my voice enough to request we speak with my oncologist’s nurse. As soon as she heard I was teary and worried about not knowing what was going on, she put the pieces of the puzzle together to realize their had been a bit of a communication failure. She made some calls to confirm prior to seeing us and then came to let us know that….

I STILL AM A PART OF THE ANTI-PD1 TRIAL!!!

My tears almost immediately changed from worried to elated as I raised my hands in the air celebrating this fabulous news! She let us know that with tumor growth, you can’t have beyond 20% growth in the “targeted tumors” that are being measured for the study. I had only 17% growth, so I am eligible to get two more doses of my drug and then they will repeat the scans and re-determine if I will stay in the study or not. I still will have the surgery to remove my painful tumors, so I feel as if today was a double win! The surgery has to be approved by the drug company who is running the trial, but the nurse we spoke with today was pretty sure my trial nurse had already gotten that approval. (She is on vacation this week, which is part of the reason for the communication breakdown.)

Thank you for everyone who prayed for us today! This news feels miraculous to me and I am so thankful to God for the hope this gives us! Now our specific prayer request is that my tumors would all begin to shrink and these next scans would show vast improvement! We will update with dates for surgery and the like once we have them. Next week may be a busy week. The kids begin school Monday, I get infusion #7 of anti-pd1 on Wednesday the 7th (I am still giddy that I can write that!) and my surgery will probably be on Friday the 9th! Whew!

It was a good ride Lambrolizumab (Anti-pd1)

One month ago I had my first set of scans since beginning my anti-pd1 trial. Those scans weren’t horrible, but they did show some slow growth in my tumors. My oncologist decided to allow me to receive two more doses of the medication and then rescan me after a month to see if my tumors continued to grow or if my immune system would kick in and the scans might show shrinking tumors.

Today I had my second set of scans and my oncologist called me with the results soon after. My tumors are mostly stable except for the one in my groin which has grown. This is the one that causes me to need pain killers all the time, too. Stinker! Unfortunately, although it is not official yet, it looks like this is the end of the trial for me. It is bittersweet because I did show an initial response to the treatment so we really thought this was going to be the drug that would be the solution for me. On the other hand, being out of the trial will allow me to  have this painful groin tumor surgically removed. In the middle of typing that last sentence, my surgical oncologist called to set up an appointment with him for next week. So, sounds like that tumor is going bye-bye! Yay! I will most likely also see my main oncologist next week to decide what the plan is going forward. Continued prayers are appreciated as we make decisions about my next treatment. For now, Danny and I are going on a trip and I am under doctor’s orders to not think about cancer for the weekend!

 

Confirmed Responder… someone pinch me!

It’s taken a weekend of recovery and trying to grasp my news in order to write this. I don’t think it’s sunk in yet. Perhaps it won’t until I have a copy of scan results I can hold and reread in 9 weeks. In any case, as I try to grasp hope that feels so slippery, here is the story of Thursday!

I woke up Thursday to get the kids off to school before Danny and I planed to head to the cancer center for my labs, a visit with my oncologist and then dose two of Anti-PD1. Our plans had to change when our 6 year old who we typically DRAG out of bed for school was waiting for me on the couch complaining of a stomach ache. Poor girl had a tummy bug. So, knowing that my infusion was going to be simple and relatively quick, we decided Danny would stay home on sick kiddo duty while I braved the cancer center by myself. (We do have backup support if I’d needed it, but sometimes going alone is easier than mentally changing my gameplan to include a new equation.)

I got to the cancer center and had my port accessed and 10 vials of blood drawn. I then had my pre treatment EKG and was complimented on my aura of peace and calm by the PA administering the EKG. She was very sweet and has clearly never seen me on a scan result day! After the typical LONG wait to see my oncologist, he came in and noticed I’d lost weight (always a nice way to begin an appointment, right?) Then asked if I’d noticed a difference in my tumors. I told him yes and smiled and he GRINNED the rest of the appointment! He listened and didn’t even laugh when I described my odd method of measuring my tumor with my hand. He than did my physical and right away when he looked at my groin tumor confirmed “It is definitely smaller.” The rest of the appointment was a bit of a blur because I was SO excited! Dr C told me I was a responder to the drug and told me how nice it was to have such a positive appointment with me. Just one dose and I am a responder!?! I can’t even describe the emotions that came with that statement. I was SO excited! Talk about steriods here I headed upstairs to wait to get called back to the research infusion room to recieve dose two of Anti-PD1. I called Danny while I waited to share my incredible news!

My drug seems to take a LONG time for the pharmacy to prepare. My research nurse gave the pharmacy the heads up to begin preparing the drug and we filled out some research paperwork about side effects and how I am feeling while I waited. After about a hour wait, I was called back to the research infusion area. I was given my premeds and we began the 30 minute wait (can you tell days at the Cancer Center involve a LOT of waiting?) for the meds to work and crossed our fingers that the medication would arrive before I was due to take them. The infusion room had friendly patients and support people who celebrated with me when I told my infusion nurse that the drug was working! I wish I could tell those folks how much it meant that the celebrated with me since I was alone for my infusion and just bursting with excitement! My drug arrived just in time and I began my 30 minute infusion before heading home to celebrate with the family! Praise God!

Anti PD-1: A New Hope

Daniel and me at the Melanoma Walk in October 2012!

Daniel and me at the Melanoma Walk in October 2012!

The right sidebar of my blog contains a list of my history with Melanoma. It is quite an extensive list. I am blessed to have been diagnosed at the “best time” in history to have Melanoma. Progress that has eluded researchers for many years is finally being made in treating this horrible cancer. Did you know that doctors have been able to cure Melanoma in rats for a number of years? It is frustrating that they haven’t been able to do the same in humans.

A little over two weeks ago I began a new drug that is in clinical trial and showing great promise for treating Melanoma. There is a coating on some cancer cells called Programmed Death 1(PD-1). When the immune system attempts to attack the cancer, the PD-1 hits the self destruct button on the immune cells. The Anti PD-1 drug turns off this mechanism and allows the immune system to fight the cancer. Besides having a good success rate in patients, another wonderful aspect of this drug is that is has very few side effects! I have had a bit of fatigue, a tiny bit of joint pain in my left wrist, and I noticed some dry patches developing on the insides of my elbows and on my back. I’ll take it! And the new hope this drug offers! I receive my next dose on Thursday. Bring it on!